I feel your arms wrapped around me so tight, I feel your body, snuggled next to mine in the middle of the night. I feel your breath on the back of my neck, I feel your sweet soft lips, kiss me with a gentle peck. I feel, NO! Wait, I cannot feel, it is all too real. I awaken in a panic, look around and you aren’t really there. But I know it was real, I felt your hands run through my hair. I feel something more now, I must return to my dream, somehow. Please, oh please, still be there, I am coming back, I swear! This is the only place I can hold you, feel you, touch you. I can’t find you now, why did you go? I asked you to stay, I was on my way. I must have taken too long. Where did I go wrong? I must now put my dreams aside, Wake up and realize that you really have died. I have tried so hard to hide behind, all the silent tears I have cried. I feel you are still here, I feel your presence when you are near. I feel your loving arms, holding me while I dream. A place I feel safe, without wanting to scream. I feel your lips gently touch mine, as you say good-bye. I feel my heart breaking once again, and I start to cry. As you fade further away Into the light ray, I can hear you say, “I love you, Sweetie and we will be together again , one day.”